But Dom has been away since Friday, so it's been just the two of us, and I've loved having her to keep me company! The last time Dom went away i was pregnant with her, and it feels like so long ago!
I look at her every morning and wonder how on earth i was so blessed to have such a beautiful little girl.
She's almost 5 months old now, and i seriously do not know where the time has gone, it feels like only yesterday they were placing this tiny human in my arms! She's grown so much and has got her own little personality already!
Words cannot even begin to describe how much i love her. She is my absolute world.
I just cuddled her and nursed her to sleep and as i looked down at her sleeping i caught a glimpse of her newborn self. I remembered sitting in the hospital bed on her first night out of the belly, looking down at her, and although she's grown so much, i can still see her little newborn self in there!
I'm terrible at letting go, and sometimes i just want to cry at how big she's getting, and i feel my eyes well up every time i have to put yet another piece of her clothing into the "too small" pile! I know she must grown ... that's life, but oh how i wish i could slow it down just a little. I knew time would go so quick, so iv made sure to savour every moment.. but it still doesn't feel enough. I never want to forget a single thing, and although i'm sad at how quick she's growing up, i also look forward to seeing her grown and change. I look forward to a million more firsts that we have yet to come. She's brought so much joy already, its hard to believe how much more there is still to come!
She's deffinately the best decision i ever made in life.
i look forward to the rest of our lives baby girl, and I'm so happy that i get to be your mama. x
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